This is Why I Love Them

Scenario: Facebook, 5:57 am. Me; Been awake all night, and on a tired-high. Best friend; Just got up for school, done eating breakfast to find me on facebook chat. Hilarity ensues. (My friends, This is Why I Love them)


Me: POKES
pokety poke poke?? 5:57am

Christina: lol sorry eating breakfast! 5:58am

Me: O.o
Oh wait nvm :3 5:58am

Christina: whats the face for pokey? 5:58am

Me: For what? 5:58am

Christina: get it poke-y 5:59am

Me: ...I don't get it TT-TT
What do you mean the face? 5:59am

Christina: O.o
that face
whats it for/ 5:59am

Me: Oh.
Well I thought it was 5:30
But it's actually almost 6 6:00am

Christina: ah! 6:00am

Me: So I was like... you're having breakfast
at almost 5 in the morning 6:00am

Christina: it is 6 6:00am

Me: Therefore
O.o
It is now xD 6:00am

Christina: lol i catch a bus this early ugh1 6:00am

Me: It was 5:58 when you said it though xD
What time does your bus come? 6:00am

Christina: 6:45 6:01am

Me: Blah.
I would much rather scooter to school <3<3
daydreams
morningdreams 6:01am

Christina: yep and school starts at 7:15
lol 6:01am

Me: WHAT THE FRENCH TOAST?
Like, classes actually start then? 6:02am

Christina: yep... -_- 6:02am

Me: That's ridonkulous.
and there's no reason for it
Adults don't even work that early 6:02am

Christina: i mean we get out at 1:45 but
still... 6:02am

Me:So it's not like you need to practice
being someplace at 7:15 for your daily life,
you know
So you should start at 9.
That's what i've decided.
School should start at 9.
Ridiculousness. 6:03am

Christina: YESS thats what ive been telling
everyone all along! 6:03am

Me: Haha you should start a rally.
Tell the teachers. >:3 6:04am

Christina: lets start a riot
a riot 6:04am

Me: Although, I hope you realize i'm only
being facetious 6:04am

Christina: lets start a riot 6:04am

Me: lol
dances
dance dance! We're falling apart to half time6:04am

Christina:i know but my sis doesnt start till
9:30 6:05am

Me: Again.
Ridiculousness.
Ludicrous.
Crazy.
Loco.
Unbelievable. 6:05am

Christina: caramelldansen doesnt sound the
same in english... :(:( 6:05am

Me: Shame.
Shame shame
shame
Shame-ity shame
Shame.
cough
shame
Anyway
But. 6:06am

Christina: lol 6:06am

Me: It wouldn't... cause it's in a different
language o.o
Just so you know 6:07am

Christina: i imagined a little angry
leprechaun saying all that shame... O.o 6:07am

Me: La la la la la, la la la la la, Elmo's
world... 6:07am

Christina: O>O 6:07am

Me: SO I'M A LEPRECHAUN NOW?
I'M NOT A MIDGET
NOR AM I FAIR SKINNED AND GINGER 6:07am

Christina: yesh ur a blight indian
leprechaun
ALE! 6:08am

Me: AYE!
CLOVER!
GREEN!
REHEAD FRECKLE SHAMROCK 6:08am

Christina: LUCKY CHARMS!!!!! 6:09am

Me: ST. PATRICK!
MAGICALLY DELICIOUS!
CONAN OBRIEN 6:10am

Christina: lol 6:11am

Me: Dude... this is the weirdest conversation
with you i've had in a long time... 6:11am

Christina: lol when ever i get on ur never
there... :(:( 6:11am

Me: Cause it's morning xD
I guess i'm just this weird in the mornings
xD 6:12am

Christina: and most of the afternoon from
like 3:00- 6:30 6:12am

Me: Really?
I'm usually on then though... 6:12am

Christina: yeah i steal my madres laptop... 6:12am

Me: Meheheheh.... same here :):) 6:13am

Christina: lol 6:13am

Me: Well, I need to let you get ready for school
and I have to grab some noms. 6:14am
BUT I LOVE YOU LIKE A LEPRECHAUN LOVES THE
RAINBOW 6:14am

Christina: get noms!
and gold 6:14am

Me: DARN IT now you've got me wanting Lucky Charms xD
I love you Cree-Cree! 6:14am

Christina: lol and i love you like a fish love water!
lol sorry! 6:15am

Me: loves* :3
Haha byeee

I feel like I want to be with some friends right now. I'm feeling really sick of all of this crap going on, and seriously every time I don't have a friend over I feel really alone. I've never felt this deep in a hole before, but I really feel like I can't get out right now. Not right now at least, and heck, i've tried. I really miss God, and having a somewhat together family, and being in school and getting to get out of the house a bit. I feel like I want to give up.

/End of rant.

Faith like Potatoes.

I was flipping through channels desperately trying to find something good to watch, when I saw a TV show on the guide called "Faith Like Potatoes." Curious, I turned to it, only to have that rainbow colored error screen with the annoying beeping sound that you get when a channel doesn't work. I'm deeply confused. That is all.

I feel like i'm falling.

I really, really don't want to, but I feel like i'm getting far from God right now... Things seem like they're too difficult, and I feel really, really lost. I know He's there, He always is. I'm the one who's running away, but I feel like i'm trying to figure out how to get back on the path to God that I was running on before. I can't sleep at all anymore. It's not that I necessarily want my dad (Not talking about my Holy daddy this time, I mean my biological dad) to be here, but I really didn't want things to work out like this.

I'm scared.

When I think of home, I think of a place where there's love overflowing

Right now my life is a bit of an emotional roller-coaster ride. I'm waiting for this all to smooth out so I can go back to my cheery, random blog posts again. At least I have this blog to vent on... So let's see.

We've been looking at houses in Jacksonville and in St. John's county, but haven't really gotten anything nailed down for sure yet... I REALLY don't want to move that far out from Jax though. It's too far from my friends. It's hard to even call the girls i'm talking about friends because they're family to me and I don't like being away from them...

My dad is still in jail. I don't know when his trial is yet, but I get the feeling that he's going to be charged as guilty, and I don't know what to do, so... *cough*

The first half of today was SWELTERING hot, then the weather changed it's mind half-way through the day and started to rain. I stayed inside, and I actually played piano for three hours straight. It was pretty awesome actually. For all of those three hours I just felt the music and it completely cleared my thoughts of all the craziness going on.

I love music so much. How it can just make us drift away for a bit so we don't have to worry about our lives for a couple minutes or so. How it tells a story, brings you into the life of another for just a bit so you can experience a different world, and feel the bass pounding with your heartbeat or the treble of a piano trill ring right from the top of your head and maybe glissando right down through your toes. Or how when you hear a big band crescendo it just gives you goosebumps and makes your hair stand on end, or when a violin whines a soft tune it can lull you to sleep and clear your head of the thoughts that are running laps around your brain and teasing you awake. That's what I felt today when I played. That's what it does for me, anyway. Hmm... this makes me feel like writing an entire blog post on music. :)

I don't know if I ever explained what Inu to Ongaku means. In case anyone was wondering, it's japanese for Dogs and Music. So the title of my blog is "Dogs and Music:: My Loves" Which is pretty much true. They're two of the many things I care for most. So they're my loves. Just thought I would clear that up :)

Gosh, how do my blog posts always end up on a completely different subject than they started?

It's getting super late. Later dearies.
-Hachiko

So.

I can't deal with this on my own anymore.

No subject.

Blog blog blog, blog blog blog, blogitty blog blog blog. Why am I so flippin hyper at this hour? Why am I up this late (early?) Why do I feel like watching FLCL? I shan't. But I feel like it. Oh yeah, I know how to answer this question. Because i'm trying to think of things to clear my thoughts, which happen to keep me up, and FLCL is the most random spastic anime ever, and it gives you a brain fart, or a mini brain explosion, therefore there's no way of thinking of anything else. Though, I gave up anime, so i'm not going to go there. Don't worry.

What will I do today? Hmmm. What did I do yesterday/earlier? Oh, I feel like I should say. I had this fantastic cookout yesterday night. At my friends church. It was awesome. I got to see quite a few people there who I haven't seen in awhile. I missed them dearly, I really did, and we got together and prank called a friend of mine. It was pretty epic. A new girl there I had just met said she wanted to prank call someone and I offered my friend Mahoney. Mwahaha, hahaha, hahaha.

So here's how it all went down. She used her phone and called my friend, saying that she was Osama Bin Laden. And a woman. And I was Osama's wife. And I was mad at her because she was one of my wives and she was talking to a man on the phone (who was really my friend) and I snatch the phone away and tell him to stay the frick away from my wife and to give our family back our camel... it was a you had to be there kind of moment. But dang, it was funny. Why the heck am I typing so fast? Okay, well, I know you can't tell from where you're sitting, but the whole post so far only took me 4 minutes to type. I am jacked up right now. Like seriously. But not seriously seriously. I'm not high or anything, i'm not that type of girl. But DANG, when you're upset, taking a mixure of peanut butter and marshmallow fluff and eating it ALONE is NOT a good idea. I frigging can't stop moving. Oh look, make that 5 minutes. I think i'm starting to slow down now.

So at this moment, i'm wondering to myself, What is the meaning of life? But i'm also wondering, if I can make the longest blog post. Like, in the world. Probably not. I mean, you're probably already tired of reading. But heck, i'm not tired of typing, so stay or go i'll still be here! Okay, so let's start this off right. (Oh yeah, this is only the beginning baby.) I'm going to attempt to distract myself for the next 30 minutes so here I go. (Gawd, I never get to the point.)

So when I was younger, I used to write to keep myself entertained. Write lots of things. Stories, plays, music, but mainly lists. Yes, lists. I used to have all these things in journals, but those journals are long lost, probably somewhere in our dark cold attic, which is even colder than this freezing room. Holy bejeezus, why the heck didn't I turn off the AC? ... ... ...

Yep. Still too lazy.

Anywho, so my point here is i'm just going to try to search through those little compartments in my mind that still have those lists, and maybe make a few new ones along the way here...

***sparkle***Hachiko's lists:***sparkle***
Hachiko's List OF LISTS (HAHA I am THAT awesome)
Bucket List
Favorite Song List
Best friend list
List of words that make me think of other words.

I will update this list throughout this half hour as I see fit. (or as my brain grows more hazy. Remember, not on drugs people, on Nutter-fluffers.)

MAH Bucket List. (Yep, ALL MAHN(read:Mine, not man))
Climb a Tree (done it!)
Watch the sun rise
Watch the sun set (Done it!)
Kiss someone in the rain [funny how this seems to be on every girls's lists xD]
Kiss someone at all [like on the lips >> Awkward. Anyway]
Talk to someone on all night (Done it!) [haha thanks Christina]
Go to California
Go to Anime Expo in California (Don't want to do this anymore really)
Have a friend for life
Go to a public school
Go skinny dipping [Don't ask, okay? It's my list]
Be in love WITH someone [Not just a one-way deal]
Publish a book
Climb a mountain (Done it quite a few times now :D)
Go to Japan
Learn Japanese
Go on a roadtrip around the U.S. (This is still in planning stages, but it's happenin'!)

I'm sure there are more, but i'll add to this eventually... I should probably write these down somewhere again, but hey, at least it's here


My best friend list (I.E. All the people i've considered best friends in my life. Starting from preschool.Yes, in that order. P.S/ I promise i'm not some person who doesn't take friends very seriously. That's not the reason why there are so many, it's just that many of these special people have moved... so...)
Alexa (?? Don't remember last name)
Bridget (Ummm Jones?)
Kayla Dugger
Erin Geiersbach <=This one was particularly special to me :3
Krista Hill
Sydney Porter
Possibly Devin Staples. Still don't know at the moment, but she sure has gotten me through some hard times.

*waves arms dramatically* LISSSST NUMBAHHH THWEEEEE

Favorite songs List:
Blue by Eiffel 65.

Okay. Now i'm tired. I'm doing the rest of this tomorrow when I have more energy... OR maybe... I could get some more Nutter fluffers. Hmmmm... Should I...? *runs off to kitchen*