I feel like I want to be with some friends right now. I'm feeling really sick of all of this crap going on, and seriously every time I don't have a friend over I feel really alone. I've never felt this deep in a hole before, but I really feel like I can't get out right now. Not right now at least, and heck, i've tried. I really miss God, and having a somewhat together family, and being in school and getting to get out of the house a bit. I feel like I want to give up.

/End of rant.